Wednesday, November 19, 2003
it's kinda farny how it's sumtimes so hard for 2pple to get along. hahaz.. i dunno lah. just think dat
it's really not v easy to compromise and gif in to pple sumtimes. it's worst if they dun even seem to care much. anw, was damn sad the past few days cos of afew things, but now, seems lyk
the worst is over :)
mr yong paired me up with mich in k2 500m, den i felt damn disappointed. prefer rowing 1000m but most of all, i really wan to b a k1 rower. it's not dat i dowan to row with mich, but i'd really love to continue in k1. asked mr yong y i'm in k2 now den he said
"ivy is no long with us. yihui can go back to k1". was damn sad lor.. cos he made it so clear to me dat i was the 4th choice for k1. told him i understand, den he msged back and said
"but if you like k1, i can let valerie do k2".. i suppose valerie's 1 of those canoeists who r appealing in to nj..
was so damn happy when i saw dat msg..
told him dat i'd really love to row k1 but i noe i'm not as gd as sofia, yihui and viv, but assured him dat i'll try my best. he said
"no problem. you can do k1" den i started jumping arnd my hse. hahaz.. said thank u to him a million times and said dat if he thinks i'm not up to standard in k1 next time, he can move me back to k2. he replied and said as long as i put in effort, i can stay in k1.
damn happy!!! really damn happy. i wan to row k1 so much... hope i dun disappoint him or myself. i love my "ferrari" boat (my k1 has a ferrari sticker) so much..
i wan to row my k1 well.
random thoughts at 12:12:00 AM
